Soaking in Nature...

I always hated life in the city... If only I can wake up to here... I rather hope to have less money and enjoy my life like this....

Whats Wrong

Hmm... I realise I am very easily affected by people around me... I wish I am less like that...

Happy!

Flowers are so beautiful... If only they last forever...

Nevermind... what is more important is they were once mine... :D

You Never Loved me

I guess the title says it all... All the time i was simply chasing something that never existed...

I thought I moved on... I guess i was simply kidding myself.

Things changed, you said you will never be the man I wanted. When all I wanted was you to pay abit of attention to me... for you to give me that little love you can spare... Suppose my cries never reach you...

Yet with him, I constantly seek the kind of feeling that I felt when I was with you. It never seemed to reach such high intoxicating level. Perhaps I forgot how to love someone...

Life is such dilemma... when you have the best you ever wanted, you look behind and hope that the past will change...

爱情转移

徘徊过多少橱窗
住过多少旅馆
才会觉得分离也并不冤枉
感情是用来浏览
还是用来珍藏
好让日子天天都过的难忘
熬过了多久患难
湿了多少眼眶
才能知道伤感是爱的遗产
流浪几张双人床
换过几次信仰
才让戒指义无反顾的交换
把一个人的温暖
转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样
享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转
等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站
想开往地老天荒
需要多勇敢

烛光照亮了晚餐
照不出个答案
恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭
床单上铺满花瓣
拥抱让它成长
太拥挤就开到了别的土壤
感情需要人接班
接近换来期望
期望带来失望的恶性循环
短暂的总是浪漫
漫长总会不满
烧完美好青春换一个老伴
把一个人的温暖
转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样
享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转
等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站
想开往地老天荒
需要多勇敢

把一个人的温暖
转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样
享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转
等所有业障被原谅

爱情不停站
想开往地老天荒
需要多勇敢

你不要失望
荡气回肠是为了
最美的平凡

Branded as a 4th Party

Alot of time, people jump to conclusion without knowing what was happening...

Some call me... the 3rd party to break up a family...
Some call me... the 4th party to break up the relationship (that already long ended)...

Hostility is all around... Day in Day out... I am pushing on... acting oblivious to harsh comments and hostile environment.

Is this the time I see who my true friends are? Apparently, I have not really met anyone whom supported me in my tough times. All I know is, I need to face the music on my own... I really want to stop going to office until the entire sega is over... Yet I know, I need to be strong and move on.

Perhaps this is what Shifu call Xiao Ren... I need to endure it for another 1/2 year maybe? Then I can reap the fruits of the seeds I sowed.

Have a good day people! Pardon such a negative post today...

Mixed Feeling

An ex colleague called me earlier about her wedding invitation next week. She was asking if she should put me to sit with you. I told her I am fine. Until she mentioned about the banker...

Actually, yes I think I know about her long ago. But you deny so many a times. Now I know I have made a right choice to step out of your life. You never loved me, I was more like someone whom you used to clean your shit, to vent your anger on. Now I am glad I moved on and found someone else who loves me and appreciates me. Yes, I do not understand why someone is willing to take upon this role to care and love me after what you have done for me. Thats alot of damage control you know. Yet he is willing to nurture me from my dying state and making me bloom and grow again.

Steven Loh... I just want to tell you that... Thank you for letting me know that in my darkest, swayest days, I was with you. Thank you for cheating behind my back. Thank you for turning violent on me. Thank you for robbing my little self confidence left.

All because,

Now, I know how to love more... I know how to give... I know how to share.... I know how to accept love...

So happy to have met you baby :D

Life is Better

I dont know what to say or what to blog... I just feel very blessed and happy...

Everything is falling in place as what shifu say... :D

My Space

My beloved blog has spark off alot of arguement since establishment. Yet its my trusty friend whom I feel so comfortable sharing my life story. Along the way, people got upet with me. but HEY!! Ain't this my personal space? Did I ask you to read my blog? Do I not have the right to have a space that is mine so I can vent out my frustration?

I gave up on diaries many years ago. Cos diaries are too intimate and they are more like a piece of me. Blog allows me to express who I am, at the same time, I avoid certain issues that I do not want to speak of. Yes... thats how I vent everything unhappy.

People SPEAK! What do you want me to say? In the entire 1 month that I went office early, NO ONE NOTICE ME. Yet now, people will see me around... obviously for the wrong reasons. Some people had the chance and lost it. Now they are upset cause I got the chance. WHY? What have I done to deserve such treatment? Now i rather wanna slap the fucking face who did all this shit to me. Can I come out of hibernation? Will ppl allow that?

I guess I really hope to be a hermit and hide forever...

Complementary

Seriously, I was all geared up to work this morning until I receive this blaming sms...

WAKE UP!!! I know its the OX year but it does not mean you should take the STUBBORNESS of an OX. Besides, quit blaming the whole world for what had happen. TAKE RESPONSIBILITY! Your actions caused the results now... so face the music...

QUIT BLAMING!

Yes as what my title reads, all the more I want to touch on this topic this morning. COMPLEMNTARY! When 2 parties get together, they should never be required to "ren" each other. More so, they should complement each other and accept who they are. Something I learnt last night. How true... in the midst of pursuing everything, people become self centred. The focus is always on themselves. We forgot that we should live and breathe for our loved ones. Like that, life is easier and everyone is happier...

I hope everyone will have a good year ahead... tough times ahead just stay strong and FOCUS :D

Soaking in Nature...

I always hated life in the city... If only I can wake up to here... I rather hope to have less money and enjoy my life like this....

Whats Wrong

Hmm... I realise I am very easily affected by people around me... I wish I am less like that...

Happy!

Flowers are so beautiful... If only they last forever...

Nevermind... what is more important is they were once mine... :D

You Never Loved me

I guess the title says it all... All the time i was simply chasing something that never existed...

I thought I moved on... I guess i was simply kidding myself.

Things changed, you said you will never be the man I wanted. When all I wanted was you to pay abit of attention to me... for you to give me that little love you can spare... Suppose my cries never reach you...

Yet with him, I constantly seek the kind of feeling that I felt when I was with you. It never seemed to reach such high intoxicating level. Perhaps I forgot how to love someone...

Life is such dilemma... when you have the best you ever wanted, you look behind and hope that the past will change...

爱情转移

徘徊过多少橱窗
住过多少旅馆
才会觉得分离也并不冤枉
感情是用来浏览
还是用来珍藏
好让日子天天都过的难忘
熬过了多久患难
湿了多少眼眶
才能知道伤感是爱的遗产
流浪几张双人床
换过几次信仰
才让戒指义无反顾的交换
把一个人的温暖
转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样
享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转
等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站
想开往地老天荒
需要多勇敢

烛光照亮了晚餐
照不出个答案
恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭
床单上铺满花瓣
拥抱让它成长
太拥挤就开到了别的土壤
感情需要人接班
接近换来期望
期望带来失望的恶性循环
短暂的总是浪漫
漫长总会不满
烧完美好青春换一个老伴
把一个人的温暖
转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样
享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转
等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站
想开往地老天荒
需要多勇敢

把一个人的温暖
转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样
享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转
等所有业障被原谅

爱情不停站
想开往地老天荒
需要多勇敢

你不要失望
荡气回肠是为了
最美的平凡

Branded as a 4th Party

Alot of time, people jump to conclusion without knowing what was happening...

Some call me... the 3rd party to break up a family...
Some call me... the 4th party to break up the relationship (that already long ended)...

Hostility is all around... Day in Day out... I am pushing on... acting oblivious to harsh comments and hostile environment.

Is this the time I see who my true friends are? Apparently, I have not really met anyone whom supported me in my tough times. All I know is, I need to face the music on my own... I really want to stop going to office until the entire sega is over... Yet I know, I need to be strong and move on.

Perhaps this is what Shifu call Xiao Ren... I need to endure it for another 1/2 year maybe? Then I can reap the fruits of the seeds I sowed.

Have a good day people! Pardon such a negative post today...

Mixed Feeling

An ex colleague called me earlier about her wedding invitation next week. She was asking if she should put me to sit with you. I told her I am fine. Until she mentioned about the banker...

Actually, yes I think I know about her long ago. But you deny so many a times. Now I know I have made a right choice to step out of your life. You never loved me, I was more like someone whom you used to clean your shit, to vent your anger on. Now I am glad I moved on and found someone else who loves me and appreciates me. Yes, I do not understand why someone is willing to take upon this role to care and love me after what you have done for me. Thats alot of damage control you know. Yet he is willing to nurture me from my dying state and making me bloom and grow again.

Steven Loh... I just want to tell you that... Thank you for letting me know that in my darkest, swayest days, I was with you. Thank you for cheating behind my back. Thank you for turning violent on me. Thank you for robbing my little self confidence left.

All because,

Now, I know how to love more... I know how to give... I know how to share.... I know how to accept love...

So happy to have met you baby :D

Life is Better

I dont know what to say or what to blog... I just feel very blessed and happy...

Everything is falling in place as what shifu say... :D

My Space

My beloved blog has spark off alot of arguement since establishment. Yet its my trusty friend whom I feel so comfortable sharing my life story. Along the way, people got upet with me. but HEY!! Ain't this my personal space? Did I ask you to read my blog? Do I not have the right to have a space that is mine so I can vent out my frustration?

I gave up on diaries many years ago. Cos diaries are too intimate and they are more like a piece of me. Blog allows me to express who I am, at the same time, I avoid certain issues that I do not want to speak of. Yes... thats how I vent everything unhappy.

People SPEAK! What do you want me to say? In the entire 1 month that I went office early, NO ONE NOTICE ME. Yet now, people will see me around... obviously for the wrong reasons. Some people had the chance and lost it. Now they are upset cause I got the chance. WHY? What have I done to deserve such treatment? Now i rather wanna slap the fucking face who did all this shit to me. Can I come out of hibernation? Will ppl allow that?

I guess I really hope to be a hermit and hide forever...

Complementary

Seriously, I was all geared up to work this morning until I receive this blaming sms...

WAKE UP!!! I know its the OX year but it does not mean you should take the STUBBORNESS of an OX. Besides, quit blaming the whole world for what had happen. TAKE RESPONSIBILITY! Your actions caused the results now... so face the music...

QUIT BLAMING!

Yes as what my title reads, all the more I want to touch on this topic this morning. COMPLEMNTARY! When 2 parties get together, they should never be required to "ren" each other. More so, they should complement each other and accept who they are. Something I learnt last night. How true... in the midst of pursuing everything, people become self centred. The focus is always on themselves. We forgot that we should live and breathe for our loved ones. Like that, life is easier and everyone is happier...

I hope everyone will have a good year ahead... tough times ahead just stay strong and FOCUS :D